what more can i say?

you never get what you think you're paying for...

coming up here to Michigan, i thought i was going to simply relax, sleep, be a bum, et cetera. how come those things never work out? ;) i have learned a lot about myself and my friends and my relationship with God this week, most of which no one will ever know about.

i have been laughing, happy, free to joke and tease, in love with life and God. a lot of circumstances combined have caused me to realize how blessed i am to have friends that love me so much, and a God that thinks of everything.

when i go back to Bryan, i won't be the same person i was when i left. i will be happier, freer, and more real than i have been since going there. i am beginning to be ok with letting people see the real me, and while it's frightening, it's relieving at the same time. and i still have Retreat to go to!

it has been wonderful getting to go to church where people want to be there because they have chosen to love God. i have already had some heart-changing events happen while i have been here. i think retreat is going to be incredible, and i have the feeling that i'm not going to walk away as the same person i have been. i'm scared and excited all at the same time.

it's beautiful outside.

i can say with truth that i am happy and free. i love Jesus, He loves me, and he gave me a friend that can't and won't go anywhere. and my heart can finally breathe.

Te Quiero Demasiado Hasta Desfallacer, Y Mi Corazon Es Para Dios