my life is an accidental hell...

i will not be blogging for a while. i have been catapulted into a whirlpool of painful emotions and thoughts. i cannot safely express my thoughts without offering a more detailed explanation. i don't know how long it will take for me to be okay enough to blog again. please just pray for me, that i would not be pulled into a deeper depression and that i would allow God to draw me closer instead of me pushing Him away. thank you. i love you.