seesaw, gone up

so...
all better? no, but getting there. a friendship is on its way to being restored, i am coming to terms with the way things are, and i know i have friends and family and a God that love me.

i don't know what comes next. i don't know where i'm going from here. all i know is i need to trust, to pray, to be honest, to be brave. i'll get it one of these days...

"In all my prayer for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:4-6

i wait, i pray, i love.

love, me.