Thursday, October 12, 2006

so it begins...

here starts another adventure. blogging is such a risk for me, and yet i am willing to take it. speaking or typing my thoughts is difficult for me as it creates a position of vulnerability. i want people to know who i am, what i think, and what i am learning; but i am scared that if they see me, they will walk away and never look back.
i am nearly 20 years old; in 11 days i will have completed my 20th year of life, and begun my 21st. i love Jesus with all my heart, and my greatest desire on this earth is to know Him better each day. He is the reason i am able to write this today. without Him, i should and would be dead right now. i am a freshman at Bryan College in Tennessee, struggling through my first semester of classes and wondering why in the world i am here. for a year and a half, this was the one place i wanted to be. now, i am not so sure. while i would love to write more, it happens to be 4:30 am, and therefore i have made the executive decision that i am going to bed and will write again soon.

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