it was gorgeous this morning when i left for work. blue skies, clear, sunny, if a bit chilly... i figured it would warm up like it has the past few days. so i put on a skirt, a short sleeved blouse, and a tank top and hop off to work like the little bunny rabbit that i am.
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an hour after i get to work, it starts snowing. it's melting, not sticking, sun's still out. good stuff, right? it keeps snowing. and snowing. colder, harder, thicker, no more sun, full out grey, cloudy, big white snowflake snow. it brought new meaning to the term "sandpaper legs."
so my easter dress has to stay in the closet tomorrow... i am not wearing a cute little dress to work in the snow and 28 degree weather we're supposed to have tomorrow. BRRRRR!
in the meantime, i need a new job. cleaning tables for a living is great cuz i love my boss, but as a 21 year old with adult bills and plans, i need more money. a LOT more money. so i'm gonna start looking around to see what i can find. i do have a few options, but some are less palatable than others...
i stress a lot. decisions are hard for me to make, especially ones that can affect the course of my life. once i've made them, however, there's not a lot anyone can do to change my mind. i'm so tired. i'm tired of being an adult, of having to make decisions that aren't fun... i know i'll have to make them the rest of my life, but good golly, sometimes i wish someone could make them for me! i am making one decision for myself at the moment, and that's going to bed. i'm so tired i could cry, and i have to be up earlier than normal because of a scheduling conflict at work.
goodnight! and i promise to write more often again... let's hope i keep that! :D
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